The rattlings of a 27 year old amiss Ms

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

the free will inheritance

It's that time of year for reflection, review, and best of all, moving on.  For a week my mind has unconsciously wandered down the path of self improvement, taking stock of my imperfections, dreams, and fears.  The entire time I stayed fully aware that which ever aspect of my life I decided to improve it had to meet two criterion: it has to be something that needs addressing and be something of which fixing is within my abilities.  Simple, right?

I decided upon being more deliberate.  I'm a fairly responsible person.  I have a mortgage, car payments, health insurance, etc.  However, like a lot of people, I feel like time gets the better of me on a daily basis.  Every morning I wake up there are a million possible things that could happen during the day, and as that day winds down, as do those possibilities.  If I were a more deliberate person, I could utilize all my assets: time, money, energy, and love to see them come to a more fruitful end.

So, my mission is clear.  Deliberate.  In that process, I'll gain more of my inheritance of Free Will.  It's like wrestling a little with God and destiny themselves.

Love,
Tiffany

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